So, I've been thinking about it for a while now and I decided to get a new journal. A fresh start would be good, as I am planning on being a lot more active on LJ from now on. There are also a lot of changes in my life atm and I feel like I need to make a new start on LJ too. I know I didn't really update/comment enough, which I will do now. I'll add (almost) everyone on my new account that is also on my f-list now. If you don't want to be on it, just tell me. I won't bite. ;)
So the new journal is radio_heroine. It is the title of my favorite song. :)
I'll have my first exams this Monday. I'm so nervous. I studied really hard, but I still feel like I don't know anything.. *sighs* What if I fail? I'm probably not smart enough.. Yes, I am in a negative mood today. Stupid stress. Argh. I've neglected everything & everyone because of my studying, I feel kind of bad about it all now, really. I think I'll start changing that again now, before I fuck up everything.
Feeling:: stressed Earcandy:: The All Amercian Rejects - Move Along
I'm going to Paris this weekend! :D I've never been there before, but I'm sure it will be great. There are so many things I want to do in 3 days. Does anyone know things I should definately do / visit there?
I have to go on with my studying now. The war in Vietnam is not interesting, I just can't seem to remember anything. *sighs* Why couldn't they find a more interesting subject?
Woo, yes, I'm going to London for a few days in August. :D I think I need to start saving some money now, cause otherwise I'll just forget about it and I won't have enough money. xD Yes, I'm stupid enough to forget about it.
Meh, I have to go to school now. *yawns* I can barely keep my eyes open. I haven't slept well the last few weeks actually. It's getting harder to get up every morning now. Oh well.. only four days till it's weekend again..
Feeling:: crappy Earcandy:: Jars Of Clay - Frail (live)
I don't like winter at all. I can't wait till it gets warmer again. *shivers*
I went shopping in Amsterdam today with my dad. We had a great time, although it was so freaking cold. I really wish I could go to Amsterdam more often. All those lovely shops. Anyway, my dad wouldn't let me pay for anything. Everytime I wanted something he said he would pay for it, which he did. So I insisted on paying for our drinks. I could barely convince him to even let me do that o.0 Not that I mind though. It was really sweet of him. He bought me a lovely skirt, a shirt, a bag, a bracelet and 2 books! Heh, the only things I bought myself are 2 books. Yes. So now I can go on with saving money for my trip to Liverpool next year. I have a habit of spending my money as soon as I get it. Which I must not do from now on. I will not buy silly things anymore.
I'm off to drink some more tea now. I'm still freezing.
Merry Christmas everyone! Hope you all had a great time.
I know it's a bit late, but I didn't have time to go online the last few days with all the family visits. I got lots of presents again this year from my family. We all had a great time. Too bad there isn't any snow again this year. It always snows at the wrong time.
I'm going to Amsterdam again this week. Probably on wednesday. I'm really looking forward to that. It's a great city with lots of lovely shops. Especially the English bookstores. There aren't any here in Deventer unfortunately. I hate that.
Feeling:: cheerful Earcandy:: Flowing Tears - For Tonight
The key to ourselves Is to Understand the face we never like To witness
But which we can Never Deny its existence
To do so is to walk Into the world Blind.
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There is so much inside of me That goes on unseen. They choose to look at my pretty Face, But fail to see the tears that lay Behind my eyes. Only caring enough to read what is Shown to them. Never even taking a glimpse at What Is obviously between the lines.
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